Lost.

Have you ever felt completely confused? Like totally and utterly at a loss for what to do next? 

yah, me too..

I'm beginning to wonder if planning any aspect of life is worth it. God can so easily turn you right around and be like yah, you thought you knew, but think again. Let me tell you, it's rough. 

I know I'm being a complete downer...and I need a better attitude. It will come...

Hopefully soon.

But here I go again. Waiting not so patiently for life to even back out. And get a sense of normalcy. 

Trusting God is hard. But shouldn't it be easy if we know his plan is 50x better than ours?

But, what do I know? I'm just an almost-20-yr-old. 

Life goes on.

With or without you.